Starvation Month again.

Oh yes, its Ramadan again! Meaning food! :'D
Since it's the first day its a School and Office holiday.
Oh yeah did I just say Office? :P
Yeah by the way I work now, I have to juggle both School and Work. :|
We were too down and there was no way of income for us, My mother couldn't go to work and look after my little brother at the same time, he really needs to act more mature -.- he is a seventh grader for fucks sake, but oh well he just needs more time still.
And honestly I cant priorities my shit together. Cant give that much attention to studies or work either. Because honestly, I don't like working in there, sitting under a computer and taking bills all day is int my type at all. My everyday struggles are so real sometimes I just skip work to give my self a break. I think I deserve it don;t I? But I gotta do it for my only family, you cant just get money without doing something, this world is a cruel place like that, Money makes the world go round and round, that is the truth. And studying? Dont know I seem to lost interest in it too, but I really should work hard to get my self a good result when I leave the school. Oh and yeah I am a 12th grader now :D haha so happy, and the new batch is here and wooah that's one hell of a batch, I know few of them so its pretty fun so far. Lets see how this goes :P  Should better start attending all the classes, that should get me something at least.
Ugh I am so hungry haha :P even though I broke my fast xD cant eat anything so I just have to be patient. There's only like 30 mins left so I can stand strong till then :P
Okay So I am ganna help out Ma before its Fasting time,
So for now Bye :D
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1 year later...

Haha yes, I haven't blogged for over an year! I am so sorry bloggy :\ No I didn't forget about you! Barely had time to type everything down last year. Haha so many things has happened! Haha I even joined Maps international High for A'levels last year, and trust me its the best and the worst decision f my life, Still struggling with it haha! :P Yes more studies again T_T

Haha Also, I have ended things with Mendoske, he is history now (: Even dated a guy called Dan and he is history as well, I wasnt honestly a very good girlfriend to him. He was there for me at some point but things changed and I was doing long distant with him! Definitely didnt work out mostly because I couldnt stay Loyal to him and in the end, broke things off. He definitely deserved better but oh well..  (Yees, loads of shits happened okay?) 2014 was just life changing, loads of good and bad things happened, lessons learnt and life moves on, So am I :D Haha! Currently with the best guy I have dated so far! His name is Shaifaan and he is a cute bundle of joy and happiness. Haha maaaan where was he all my life T.T Yesterday was our 3 months anniversary and we had a great time haha :') Hoping for better days with him in my life.
Also Day before yesterday, 6 May was 2 years after my Dad's death. Yeaah 2 years! 2 years has gone so fast but it still feels like yesterday :\. It's like I want to move on but then again I don't want to either. Bleh :\ I really miss him. So much. So many things has changed I have learnt so many things in life and honestly wish I could share it all with him. Its like he is the only man in this world who would understand you without asking "Why?" Haha, one day. Can't wait to meet him one day and tell him all about it :')
Its almost 4 Am , another sleepless nights as usual for me :P So I thought of updating you, Cant tell it all in details that would take me the whole morning to finish it up xD Haha. But I promise from now on I will update you, at least once a week. (:

So for now! Toodles
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