Starvation Month again.

Oh yes, its Ramadan again! Meaning food! :'D
Since it's the first day its a School and Office holiday.
Oh yeah did I just say Office? :P
Yeah by the way I work now, I have to juggle both School and Work. :|
We were too down and there was no way of income for us, My mother couldn't go to work and look after my little brother at the same time, he really needs to act more mature -.- he is a seventh grader for fucks sake, but oh well he just needs more time still.
And honestly I cant priorities my shit together. Cant give that much attention to studies or work either. Because honestly, I don't like working in there, sitting under a computer and taking bills all day is int my type at all. My everyday struggles are so real sometimes I just skip work to give my self a break. I think I deserve it don;t I? But I gotta do it for my only family, you cant just get money without doing something, this world is a cruel place like that, Money makes the world go round and round, that is the truth. And studying? Dont know I seem to lost interest in it too, but I really should work hard to get my self a good result when I leave the school. Oh and yeah I am a 12th grader now :D haha so happy, and the new batch is here and wooah that's one hell of a batch, I know few of them so its pretty fun so far. Lets see how this goes :P  Should better start attending all the classes, that should get me something at least.
Ugh I am so hungry haha :P even though I broke my fast xD cant eat anything so I just have to be patient. There's only like 30 mins left so I can stand strong till then :P
Okay So I am ganna help out Ma before its Fasting time,
So for now Bye :D
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1 year later...

Haha yes, I haven't blogged for over an year! I am so sorry bloggy :\ No I didn't forget about you! Barely had time to type everything down last year. Haha so many things has happened! Haha I even joined Maps international High for A'levels last year, and trust me its the best and the worst decision f my life, Still struggling with it haha! :P Yes more studies again T_T

Haha Also, I have ended things with Mendoske, he is history now (: Even dated a guy called Dan and he is history as well, I wasnt honestly a very good girlfriend to him. He was there for me at some point but things changed and I was doing long distant with him! Definitely didnt work out mostly because I couldnt stay Loyal to him and in the end, broke things off. He definitely deserved better but oh well..  (Yees, loads of shits happened okay?) 2014 was just life changing, loads of good and bad things happened, lessons learnt and life moves on, So am I :D Haha! Currently with the best guy I have dated so far! His name is Shaifaan and he is a cute bundle of joy and happiness. Haha maaaan where was he all my life T.T Yesterday was our 3 months anniversary and we had a great time haha :') Hoping for better days with him in my life.
Also Day before yesterday, 6 May was 2 years after my Dad's death. Yeaah 2 years! 2 years has gone so fast but it still feels like yesterday :\. It's like I want to move on but then again I don't want to either. Bleh :\ I really miss him. So much. So many things has changed I have learnt so many things in life and honestly wish I could share it all with him. Its like he is the only man in this world who would understand you without asking "Why?" Haha, one day. Can't wait to meet him one day and tell him all about it :')
Its almost 4 Am , another sleepless nights as usual for me :P So I thought of updating you, Cant tell it all in details that would take me the whole morning to finish it up xD Haha. But I promise from now on I will update you, at least once a week. (:

So for now! Toodles
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Graduated.

Hey there bloggy.
So, I finally Graduated. :3 So happy and sad. Guh, mixed emotions.
It was a good day, We were asked to come to school at 7 30 PM
I went over to Hana's place late afternoon with the cat and scared her parents. xD Was fun to see her mom rage on hahaha. And all her siblings was excited about that, had a good time at her place and I told her to get ready for the graduation so that I can go home and get ready and we both can go to school together.
So when she finished getting dressed, we both quickly came over to mine and I rushed, took a quick shower and changed and did my hair and all. We all had to french plaid our hair because it apparently looks "formal" -.-  Ah well anyway, after that I pinned this Sash thing each student got from the school for the Graduation Ceremony. And then me and Hana walked to school.
Of course when the gang everyone all came the first thing we all started to do was take Selfies. xD Haha, well it would be the last time taking selfies in the school while wearing the Uniform so why not?
Yeah after taking dozen of selfies and Pictures with the Teachers, There was an announcement telling us to take our seats for the Ceremony. Minutes later the parents started to arrive. And the boring ceremony began. :P The Principal's talk was brilliant though, going through all the memories we had and shit.
After the certificates were given to us, they showed this really sad video of all of us starting from Grade 1 to Grade 10. Honestly the video was incredible. :| guh, Some people cried too xD
After that we had to stand up for the School song and the National Anthem. It was surprising but everyone sang the school song this time. Then there was this song we had to sing in front of everyone. After that Every class had to go to the stage to take a group photo with the class teacher and everyone bleh. And then one last group photo of the whole grade. It was fun :L though I was starving -.-
After that my Mom suggested to take a photo with her, so there was more photo shoots and then finally. FOOD.
Our class the "gang" sat at the same table with all our foods and had loads of fun later running around the school corridor entering each class and photo bombing others! And finally, it was time to go.  Gave everyone some good bye hugs, Shaked some good bye hand shakes with the teachers. Ah I can't believe I am saying this but I will miss school. I will miss annoying the teachers, acting all badass, getting into troubles, all those daring things we used to do. Wow listing these out is making me sad. Okay I should stop.
That was one good 10 year's I spent in Kalaafaanu School. My second home. <3 There is never going to be an awesome batch as us. First Bach to Finish Kalaafanu school Grade 10, Do O'levels from Kalaafanu aswell. We made History there. A History that can never be made ever again. \m/ Wooho.
Haha, and the 6 months break. HEEEERE I COME :D

10-C Class. The "Gang" Some are missing though.

Ah that's all for now bloggy. :3
Bye  :D
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Yes. Its Finally Over. :D

It's finally fucking over. WOOOHOOO. xD *dances*
Today was the one of the best days ever. Okay so here's what happened. We started getting ready for this day on like 17th. For the Ultimate Colored Water war. Me and Rayya started off by collecting empty small water bottle's and then while I was searching home, I found like 2 packs of those small plastic bags. Each pack apparently contains 100 bags or something.  And on the 18th instead of studying for the last test. We got our selves busy by adding food color to the water and filling them plastic bags and bottles and tying them all up. It was tiring yet so much fun. The whole place was flooded with different colored waters thanks to my clumsiness. Hahaha I did the most stupidest thing. I forgot to tie one bag and I was going to put the jug down so I left the Untied bag on my lap and whoops it spilled. -.- Everyone was like Wow Risa, good job. Hahah.
So I think we manage to do like more than 100 bags and 10 bottles. We each disturbed them and each took there's home.
The plan was to bring them to the school by hiding them and just casually do the usual stuffs, keep the bags carefully do the last exam. Haha I was so excited I kept looking at the clock in every 5 mins while doing the exam. After the exam there was the graduation rehearsal so the whole grade had to come for that. Meaning more people more fun. :3 Even the Business students made the colored stuffs. The Rehearsal ended around 12:00 PM ish. And then the fun began. :P
Everyone ran outside with the bags and one by one started throwing the colored bags at each other. We ran around the whole block splashing water at each other. It was hella loads of fun. Never been that happy excited, hyper and all those at the same time.  After ruining our uniforms with the colors, everyone planned to meet up at Artifical beach around 1:30 PM with the colors and everything for some swim time and all. Me and Rayya and Shahuma went home in the same direction. Shahuma came home with me since she brought her swim cloths and my house is literally one block away from the school. So after changing we went to get Rayya with the color bags and all. Fuckers were heavy and fuck haha. And After we got Rayya we went to get Hana and on the way we saw our Islam teacher, she was laughing at us and cheering haha.  After that we went to Hana's place and the fucker wasn't even ready yet. -.- So we had to wait downstairs for like 20 freaking minutes in the hot sun. Well Thankfully the beach is int that far away from Hana's place. Well technically no place is far away in Male' unless your in a hurry. :P
So we finally reached the beach and the craziness began again. Haha. Threw all the bags that was left at each other and we all jumped into the sea. After hanging there for like until 2:30 PM, Everyone from Class 10-C (My class) suggested to go to track since Beach got bored. So we all headed to the beach and had fun there until 4:00 PM. :P It was one of the best days of my life. :D Enjoyed every bit of it. And wow I was starving the whole fucking day. Came home, ATE and then went to shower haha. Because I was that hungry yes.
Later after that Me Rayya and Hana went to Sharmwa to Eat burger. That place has one of the heavenly tasting burgers in a very cheap price. After that we went to this dark place and sat there to stargaze. We came home around 9:30 PM.
It was tiring day. All worth it. The day we finished our O'level exam. It was a memorable day.
A day to never ever forget. Good times with good people :v
Oh well. Off to sleep now really tired bloggy. :3
Bye
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Almost done with the O'levels. Hang in there.

Dear bloggy.
Sorry for being away from you for a long long time. My O'levels happening and all so I really cant give time for extra things. Though I am almost done with it now :D Yesterday was the Last paper of Mathematics. Well I have no comments about the paper. Lets just wait for the results now shall we?
I am so excited. The O'levels are almost over :3 Next are all MCQ papers. The last one will be on this month 19th. So I am getting like 4 days break before the next paper which is on 13th. Enough time to prepare for an easy MCQ paper. :D Wish me luck though.
So me and friends are already planning out the after O'levels. The Watercolor war and all those craziness. And how we are going to meet up and what we all are going to do. I cant even Imagine haha. Since its most likely for us all to drift apart we made an agreement and even signed on it. Lets hope we all stick to the agreement. :P
Me and Rayya are also getting excited about color dying our hair. Hahaha. Cant honestly wait for that. Though its really expensive. Better check Lecute now.
I will let you know whats going to happen in the Last day of O'levels kay bloggy?
Good night for now :3
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OMG OMG. Finally the O'levels.

BLOGGY, Help. Tomorrow is the First day of the O'levels. And I am freaking out here. I have read the 3 books of Islam for like 2 times. Still reading the hard and important points. The first Test is Islam, and then Dhivehi the next day. Everyone's telling me to calm down and that I will do fine. But I don't know it feels really ._. ugh. I don't even know how to explain. I have already packed my bag. With the ID card and the Statement of Entry and the pens and pencils and the water bottle and all.  The Exam will be held at the School hall apperantly. Can't wait to see how it goes. Oh well. Wish me luck

*Deep breath*
Gotta go now. Have to wake up Early morning to read the goddamn Islam Notes.
Good night :D
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Studies Studies Studies

Heey there. How have you been bloggy?
I have been doing my last minute studying pretty good haha. Me and Meani and Yassar goes to Hana's place everyday for groupstudies. Also we do selfstudies at home. I guess its going pretty good.
We even made a Time-Table. Each day 3 hours for 2 or 3 subject. And Have a "Break Time" Hahaha :P
We buy hellload of snacks depending on how much cash we have. Sometimes we even bake cake and Order Pizza and shits. All is going pretty well. xD I just hope I pass in my O'levels. I even sleep early now. Can you believe that? ._. Oh and we have to go to school in the evening hours. Apparently some high classed people are coming to lecture us on how to plan out our timetables and tips to study and all. So far the Dhivehi and Islam workshop went really good.
Oh well, good bye for now
:D
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